“There’s still many things I criticize about Fringe, how inaccessible and expensive it is, how oversaturated the market is, how elitist it is once you get there (the private members’ clubs take me OUT) but there is a magic to it.”
WHO: Alexis Sakellaris
WHAT: “Born in New York City as a closeted kid, Alexis is forced to follow his family to… rural Germany. Ugh. Diva down. Discovering women online is his only salvation: Céline, Whitney, Mariah, Beyoncé… you name ’em, he got ’em. They are his MOTHERS and he is OBSESSED. With 10 original songs, sung and played live on keyboard, Alexis shares the queer joy he discovered in stanning, while also confronting the hardships (somehow being obsessed with women makes you… gay?! Wow…) Does this queer Bo Burnham have what it takes to be… a lil gay diva?!”
WHERE: Blether at Gilded Balloon Patter House (Venue 24)
WHEN: 15:00 (60 min)
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Is this your first time to Edinburgh?
This is my second time at Edinburgh Fringe! My first time was last year, and I did NOT know what I was doing. I’m European-American, fringe festivals are not part of any of my cultures, not even as a punter. I’m also super impatient, so the second I had my first solo show together I said, why not! What resulted was the most chaotic, exciting, confusing, heartbreaking, thrilling, unhealthy month of my life. I lost tons of money, made some incredible friends, I even became anemic! (they don’t sell kale at the fringe food trucks…) It really felt like theatre camp for adults, just the highest highs and the lowest lows.
Because of that, I didn’t really feel like my show got the chance it deserved. I told myself I’d only go back if the circumstances were right: a better team, a better financial deal, better accommodation, a better plan in general. Thankfully the stars aligned, and all these things fell into place! I’m also way more experienced now: I’ve toured the show internationally, become better as a writer and heavily rewrote it, I even got nominated for the Best New Show Award at Brighton Fringe! This whole past year has been preparing me to hopefully have a better experience. There’s still many things I criticize about Fringe, how inaccessible and expensive it is, how oversaturated the market is, how elitist it is once you get there (the private members’ clubs take me OUT) but there is a magic to it. An up-and-comers, bootstraps, grifters-type energy unlike any other. That’s the thing about Fringe, nobody really prepares you for it. You just kind of have to do it, make loads of mistakes, come back and try again. Someone would make a killing off of publishing the Fringe handbook!
What are the big things you’ve learned since 2024 and have you absorbed any of the lessons yet?
The biggest thing I’ve learned is that anyone can be a writer. Not everyone SHOULD be a writer, don’t get me wrong… but everyone has it within themselves to tell their own story.
For so many years, I’d been holding back creating my own work for fear of not being perfect. I’m musical theatre trained, so you’re basically drilled to reproduce things based on a certain ideal: sing this exact note, hit this exact pose, act like this exact actor before you. It doesn’t leave a lot of room for creativity (not to mention how conservative musical theatre can be…) It took me being accidentally discovered by a queer musical comedian to literally see what other options I had: Matt Rogers (from the hit podcast Las Culturistas, co-hosted with Bowen Yang) randomly heard me singing in the Soho Theatre office, where I work my day job, and offered me a supporting role on his show Have You Heard of Christmas? on the spot.
We performed at Soho Theatre for a week, and then went on a full US tour for a month. This was a crash course for me, up close and personal, in everything I was interested in, but didn’t yet know how to do: a queer comedian and songwriter, with a fantastic voice, who writes everything himself. I was in awe.
I came back from that tour and knew that that was what I wanted to do. I was scared, since I’m not formally trained as a writer. But then I realized: nobody can tell my story but me. Nobody knows how much better my original songs could be but me. Because no one else has any point of reference for my own story… but me. So I finally gave myself the freedom to just improvise. Do dumb, silly, weird little things. Try stuff out, discard almost everything and keep the nuggets. Cringe at something over and over again until I end up liking it. I think that’s what writers do: cringe at themselves. Doubt and second-guess themselves. Especially if you’re part of a marginalized group, in my case as a queer person. You’re always trying to prove yourself, wondering if you’re good enough, feeling like an outsider. But that actually makes you a better creative! Questioning yourself, but still putting stuff out there, it leads to better and more creative work.
That’s the biggest lesson I’ve learned, I need to persevere without ever being complacent. And just give myself the freedom to be dumb and silly!
Tell us about your show.
My show A STAN IS BORN! is a queer musical comedy about my obsession with pop divas and how they helped me survive when my family moved from New York City to rural Germany. I sing original songs, accompany myself on piano, and lead the audience through my ode to women and ultimately, to self-love. While much of my show is dedicated to Whitney, Céline, Mariah, Beyoncé (the list goes on and ON, honey!).
I also wrote it as a tribute to the women in my life who helped me through these tough years in a conservative, homophobic environment: my mother, my sister, my godmother, my female friends. I wanted to give that queer little kid inside me a voice, focusing on queer coming-of-age before sexuality comes into play, and the women who provide those safe queer spaces.
I’m also producing, and I have my lovely director Madison Cole alongside me. We randomly met at a scratch night in late 2023 in London and immediately hit it off, realizing we have loads of mutuals in the States, since Madi went to college there. Madi asked if I needed help with my show, and I brought them on as an assistant director. They just GOT the show, we have this rich, shared, queer Gen Z experience where we don’t have to explain things, we just understand each other. At the time, I was working with another director who sadly didn’t end up working out, so I was really grateful to have Madi there to take over.
In the last year, we’ve put the show up in so many venues: Soho Theatre, Riverside Studios, Camden People’s Theatre, Brighton Fringe, Brooklyn Comedy Collective in New York, hell, even the Zurich Comedy Festival in Switzerland! (they booked me a year in advance, if that isn’t the most Swiss thing ever…) We want to keep producing the show, I’d love to put it up in London again and I have my sights set on some US fringes: Philly Fringe, New York Fringe, Hollywood Fringe…
And my HUGE long-term goal for the show is to turn it into an animated series for kids! A kind of Fairly OddParents meets Powerpuff Girls meets Winx geared towards queer youth. I LOVED cartoons growing up and being represented in that format would’ve meant so much to me!
What should your audience see at the festivals after they’ve seen your show?
Here’s a list of my DEAR dear friends also doing shows:
Lioness at Greenside: my dear friend Kate has an excellent show for all the football girlies, and Madi is also directing this !! Perfect timing for the Women’s Euro.
Dear Annie, I Hate You at Pleasance: my insanely talented friend Sam is bringing her smash-hit autobiographical show back, it’s sensational and sensitive, dealing about a particularly difficult time in her life, definitely not for the faint of heart!
Cara and Kelly are Best Friends Forever For Life: my good friend Scarlett is acting in this show, I’m not sure what it’s about, but I can’t wait to see it! Scarlett is a brilliant actor and drag artist (we did a Drag and Cabaret Lab together at Soho Theatre), so I have full faith that it will be a blast.
Soft Play: Just the Two of Us! at Pleasance: my DEAR DEAR friends Maria and Vidya are bringing their hilarious, alt-comedy-clown-sketch-nostalgia-infused spectacle to Fringe. I was fortunate enough to see the preview and trust me, you do NOT wanna miss this. You’ll feel like you’re on drugs at Berghain and also in kindergarten. Trust me.
Yes, We’re Related at Underbelly: my lovely friend Flo wrote and is starring in a hilarious new comedy about family and grief, written in such a delicate and delightful tone, her voice is distinct yet accessible. Check her out!!
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